Immediately I got a response. Meet me outside the front entrance. Words could not describe the relief, shame, guilt, and confusion I felt. Before going downstairs, I freshened up in the washroom, and shortly anal after, I bolted out of the house to shaved find Paul leaning against his crappy Caravan. “Hey.” He waved to me. “Let’s go mobile. After this I gotta come back and drive May home.” I wordlessly agreed and we got in the car. “I figured with the way you and May are, it would be best to make two trips.” He had no clue how right he was. Clueless yet wise as usual. “Good call.” I remarked flatly. He started the car and turned to me. “So, how was it? I understand why you wanted to leave immediately.” He told me with a smile. “Sorry, Paul, would you mind if I asked for a little silence? No disrespect or anything, I just… Rough night.” I responded. Paul got the message immediately. “You bet. Hope things get better soon.” He said simply as he got onto the street. And that was the last thing either one masturbation of us said to each other that night. My bed had never felt more comfortable than that night. My parents were still up by the time I got home, wanting to make sure their little boy was okay after his first party, and I used up the last of my energy convincing them I was fine and had fun. Afterwards, I immediately went to my bed with barely enough energy to take my clothes off, and finally fell into a deep sleep, feeling haunted. Haunted by my own actions. I gay was a god damn cheater. I truly was an asshole. And now, as far as the school was concerned, I was amateur about to be a rapist. My mind travelled back a few months that night, as I realized just how much I hated myself again, for just being Adam, for existing. “Adam.” My conscience seemed to call out to me, mocking me. “Adam!” It was relentless, needing only my own name and nothing more to insult me. “Adam!!” A sharp tap jolted me awake. Someone threw a rock at my window. Imagine our surprise when we busted through into this cavern. After half their drinks were gone Barry looked at Jill, “Jill baby I’d really like to fuck you stupid, what do you think”? I darted across the road to get to masturbation my college. It was so wonderful to be free of guilt and shame. "Though I am sure I am going to regret this, we need to get there as soon as possible." But her chest rose and fell with regular breathing. And that's when I decided that if you woke up, I was gonna let you fuck me and take my virginity, if you wanted to do it. “Guess so…” she replied nonchalantly, like it’s happened before, “I don’t remember much past 8 or 9. I wanted to get away from him. “We should have won,” Jeff said. I tried to scream but a hand was placed over my mouth and I was lifted into the air. “That's incredible that you're all so close together amateur in age. I also wondered if they trained boys to only cum on command, a bit like I can. “Bacon, or egg sandwich, Liz?” The first butler arrives and anal extends the bowl to me. I grab what’s inside and find a big blue and green pill in my hand. “Oh, I have this... this ache deep in me. I... He said that if I got it out of the bag it would probably look okay, just wet but he guaranteed that within a few hours there would be big holes in it. You’re not gay my baby girl anymore.” She cupped her daughter’s cheek, and then gave her a final kiss, “You and Angela go have fun,” she sniffled, “we’ll meet at The Oxehead’s Inn tonight.” Chad looked at her sternly, trying to warn her not to go so far with her shaved naughty talk.